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Happy 2006!

2006-01-01T21:01:00.000+08:00

My hosted site is now open, although the pages aren't available yet.

HTTP://HEARTISH.EMO-GIRL.ORG

Go and visit!

Btw, before the season ends, I have some more gifts that I recieved here:

From Ate Sarah, Chubbytotot Chezcah, Lil sis Camz, Yummie Donna and Sherica.

Thanks so much! HAPPY NEW YEAR! :)

Help Me!

2005-12-28T12:10:00.000+08:00

H-E-L-P-!

Hey, my mom will buy me a digicam as an extention of her Christmas gift for me.

BUT... I have a problem!

I still don't know what model or unit of digicam to buy! Help me!

A while ago, I was searching for digicams. I want a digicam with 7 MP or higher but it costs more or less P32+ or $534. Gawd! I don't want my parents to spend that much just for me. So, I think, I'll just go w/ 5MP. errrr. I want that flip screen feature too, so that I can take a picture of myself easily. hehehe.

I want CANON POWERSHOT A620 (7mp) or CANON A610 (5mp) because of the flip screen feature !!

or ixus izoom (no flip screen).

I really have no idea. Please please please help me! Suggestions please?

Worst Christmas

2005-12-26T02:20:00.000+08:00

~~Merry Christmas?~~ Let me repeat that. ~~Merry~~ Christmas. oh yeah, Christmas here in the Philipines just ended hours ago. Christmas season used to be my favorite time of the year, but not now, not this year. It wasn't happy for me. The bad, the worst and the ~~worstest~~ WORST! Don't ask why. This will be a very long post if I would still share the reasons.

Anyway, can you see the writing above? That's my (computer) handwriting.

The results of my analysis say:

You plan ahead, and are interested in beauty, design, outward appearance, and symmetry. You are a social person who likes to talk and meet others. You are negative, fearful, resistant, doubtful, and/or selfish. You are not very reserved, impatient, self-confident and fond of action. You enjoy life in your own way and do not depend on the opinions of others.

I dont think the analysis was true. I'm not really like that. I was mad and in a bad mood when I wrote that, so do you think that affected the result? lol. haha. Enough for that.

Oh, by the way, we had visitors earlier. When one of them left, our dog, Juanphao, went with him outside the gate without us noticing it. After few minutes, we heard a sound, it's as if someone's knocking on the gate. I didn't really mind it 'cause i thought that if someone was outside, then he/she would strike the doorbell, right? But my mom went out to check. It was Juanphao and he was knocking for quite a long time already! Waaaah! I didn't expect that, it was sweet that he knows his home. All the while, I thought he didn't until the incident earlier :)

So, I'm almost done with my new site. I'm just so lazy. Another blog to maintain... waah. lol. That's all for now. Merry Christmas everyone! .. and may mine be merry too..... maybe next year?

*sorry for those i havn't linked yet for the link exhanges, plus i haven't post most of my xmas gifts yet. hopefully soon.*

Gifts

2005-12-19T23:49:00.000+08:00

Hey! I made one common gift for my linkies and visitors. You will put a smile on my face if you would take it :D

click HERE to take it and for a clearer and larger view

I also made special messages for my dailies and close friends here. Pardon me if the background is just the same, it is ~~not personalized~~ (although the messages are).

Chau*Ate Hazel*Ate Nicole*Ate Laine*Carla

Rhea*Sherica*Ate Sarah*Ate Rad*Ate Lai

Ate Valerie*Donna*Ivy*Lea*Ate Kitty

Oh btw, I already bought the rich person, whom i was reffering to in the entry before this, a gift. What? Well, just a simple polo from Guess. Gawd. I didn't really know what to buy, so I hope somehow, he will appreciate my gift. Oh please.. hehe.

I've also recieved some gifts. yipee! :

from Rhea

from Ate Hazel

from Chau

Thanks! :)

Our class Christmas party will already be tomorrow. It will be held in La Vista del Mar (beach resort), 11am-6pm. I'm not excited. lol.

And before I forget, to those who will be getting the gifts, please get the picture and save it in your own server, etc. I hope you'll like my very simple gift. :)

Xmas Is Coming

2005-12-16T17:07:00.000+08:00

Waaah! I wasn't able to blog for 6days, atleast it didn't reach a week right? :D

I'm still fixing my subdomain. I haven't really had the time to do it. Hopefully, I will finish it before Christmas. That long. waaaaht?!? yeah. 'Cause our school Christmas party will be on ~~Dec. 20, 2005~~.... errrr!! Really late.

Christmas is fast approaching. I haven't bought gifts yet! :( I didn't have much savings too, so that would really be a big problem ~ budget budget budget! waaah. Anyway, can anyone give me ideas on what gifts (material) can I give to a person who has everything : rich? It's really hard!!!

Okay... So i have here my wishlist for Xmas:

Happy Life... forever
Notebook (Laptop)
DigiCam
iPod
Own Domain (heartish.com) :p
Anything heartish, starish, pinkish stuffs...

Nothing to blog? yeah. haha. 'Til next post :)

Btw, thanks a lot to my Yummie Donna for helping me with my subdomain. yey. **i need a lot of help**

Dedication + Work = Success

2005-12-10T12:37:00.000+08:00

~~I don't know what title to give this entry. Anyway, just let it be. lol.~~

We had our musical play last December 07, 2005, 2:00pm. It was a success! We had a rating of 8.75 / 10.00 and that was the highest grade a class recieved from our batch. After the play, our literature teacher gave us this line: "If you want to restage it, it's a reaalllly reaalllly good play". Omg, we literally jumped for joy! Yipee! :D Sorry if I seem to boast so much, well, I'm just really proud. Who wouldn't? hehe. Uhm, I do not have pictures yet. I hope I can get some pics from my classmates soon!! Or a video, much better, right? hehe. I wish i could share them with you. :)

By the way, I am currently making a new site. I think it's about time for me to learn making sites, which requires ftp, php and all those stuffs. Yeah, I finally let myself be hosted. haha. Where? Uhm, oh no, not now! The site is not yet done. But my subdomain is something like 'heartish.______.org' (don't mind the # of __ , I didn't count it. haha) Yep, it's in .org, so make a guess. haha. For those who already know, shhh... let's keep our little secret. lol.

I'm having problems with installing the layout. Gawd. It's difficult for a beginner like me. Woah. Atleast I'm willing to learn.... can somebody help me? Oh pretty please?? :) hehe.

I think that's it for this post. Thanks so much for the comments! By the way, Ate Kitty gave me the most number of comments for the month of November and I'll be plugging her site for the whole month of December. She'll bring her site back to life soon, go and check it from time to time :) *I'm so excited*

Ateneo Fiesta

2005-12-03T19:10:00.000+08:00

I wasn't able to blog for two weeks, right?!? Gawd. hehe. I've been very busy. Okay, so let's see....

November 21-26 - Busiest schedule was from 7:00am-4:35pm, then musical play practice from 5:00pm-7:00pm (rawr!!)

November 25 - Our class (III-St. Berchmans) celebrated St. Berchmans' feast day, which was supposed to be on Nov. 26. We went to General Hospital for our outreach --> KFC for lunch --> Pasonanca Park (pasyal lang ;p) --> School for our sportsfest (I didn't participate in any of the games.. kill joy? hehe) --> School for our overnight (yippeee!)

November 26-December 4 - Ateneo Fiesta!!! We have no classes for a week but we've got a lot of activities. (plus musical practices) It's really fun and exhausting too. Hmm.. FUN! hehe.

During the Ateneo fiesta, each department will have their own day/night. Here we have the grade school, high school and college night, the faculty and staff day, plus an alumni homecoming. Since I'm part of the high school family (duhh?? lol), I will share my picture during our night. Our theme for this year was 'gypsy'. I didn't really follow the theme, well, atleast somewhat I look like a 'modern gypsy'. (huh??) lol.

I don't look good right? Sorry, that was after the dicso, so I was totally tired. (rawr.. may time pa for picture picture? haha.) By the way, thanks to Penshoppe for the outfit (the top and the skirt). hahaha.

So, how's everyone? Sorry for not updating for a loooong time. I miss y'all! :)

Mixed Emotions: Balance of Nature

2005-11-20T12:41:00.000+08:00

I'm happy. I've got a lot of problems, but still I remain happy. I'm proud of myself because I'm stronger now than I ever was before. I can handle big problems and I think I'm more matured in fixing them now. How? Why? Well I guess, my past experiences taught me well.

A year ago, I was having problems w/ my ~~first boyfriend~~. Yes, I already had a bf at a very young age, 13! We lasted for 22 months (long enough ? ) until suddently, everything went wrong. He told me he didn't love me anymore and that really broke my heart. I was deeply in loved with him and so, I went really crazy. I became the ~~stupidest~~ person that I was. I run after him, did everything for him, called him up everyday though he consistently told me 'i ~~hate~~ you'. I even told him that it's okay for me if he would have another gf for as long as he'll stay with me. Stupid! Yeah, really stupid!!. Well, it worked. He came back though he was completely different already. I thought there was still hope for a change. But still, he continuously did the same thing over and over again, told me he didn't love me and all those stuffs. What can you expect, I'm crazily in love, stuuupiidd!!! Until a day came that he broke up with me again and finally, I just accepted it though it took me a lot of sleepless lonely nights and days. I kept our relationship as a secret for long and got a lot of torture from my parents everytime they would caught us. I turned down some 'more deserving' guys. My grades went down. I sacrificed a lot of things just for him but they were all such a waste now! Well, that was basically my first love story, which turned out to be a nightmare, really tragic!!

I thought that was already the worst of the worst. But during the same time, my mom shared with me a family problem. That was the BIGGEST problem life ever struck me. I was greatly affected, physically, emotionally, socially and even spiritually. I had lots of doubts and questions. I questioned His existence. All the while, I thought I had a 'nearly perfect' life, but then, I was wrong. ~~Something was wrong~~, everything was wrong. I really didn't know what to do, I'm still young and I'm not yet ready. I was shocked, completely shocked. I never thought something like this can happen in my life. Sorry but until now, I still can't share the problem. I'm not yet done with it. It keeps on going going going... getting harder day by day. No one really knows the complete story except for me and I'm keeping it in the deepest part within me. How can i be complete? I'm so helpless.. so so helpless..

Oh Gawd. That was really deep uhuh. I really had a hard time writing those words because the wounds are getting fresh again. Well anyway, i don't give a damn about my tragic experience w/ my first boyfriend anymore. I'm happy that I've already moved on. He's not worth crying for. In fact, he's coming back again. But oh, this is for him: "Sorry but I'm not that stupid anymore. Thanks for making me stronger. I've learned a lot from you. I think you're now sincere, I can sense it, really. But you're not allowed to go into my life anymore. Let me be happy. Don't mess up things again when it's already fixed. It's really hard to recover, but i was successful. I don't need you anymore. I hope you'll be happy with your life now. Goodbye." Honestly, I currently love someone who really deserves my love. I'm really lucky that I've found him, who can completely heal the wounds and teach my heart to love again. Thank you, whoever you are. hehe :) :) So my prob now, is that about the family prob thingie. Plus, some of my friends aren't okay and I can't take it anymore. I don't want to see them sad 'cause I'm getting really sad to. Oh well. Just help me pray, I still believe in Him and what He can do. :)

Well, I'm just in the mood to share and I rarely share about these things. I'm just so sad now because of some family and friend probs. But I know I'll be fine. It's just a balance of nature because don't you think, I've got a lot of reasons to be happy in my entry before this. lol. Anyway, I'll be okay, don't worry. :)

So, to make this entry a not-so-sad one, I've decided to answer a survey and post it here. I've got this cool survey from Ate Kitty's site. I really find it cute, so take a look:

1)YOUR PORN STAR NAME:

(Name of first pet + First Street you live in)

*Anjobo Canelar (eeew huh! lol)

2)YOUR MOVIE STAR NAME:

(Name of your favorite snack + Grandpa's first name)

*Creams Ben (Sounds Hollywood for me. haha)

3)YOUR FASHION DESIGNER NAME:

(First word you see on your left + Favorite restaurant)

Apple McDonalds (I know, mcdo is a fastfood. Cute! ;p)

4)EXOTIC FOREIGNER ALIAS:

(Favorite Spice + Last Vacation Spot Visited)

Curry Manila (no comment)

5)YOUR SOCIALITE ALIAS:(Silliest Childhood Nick + Town You First Partied)

Chichang Zamboanga (pwehh! I wanna put out! haha.)

6)YOUR FLY GIRL ALIAS (aka J.Lo)

(First Initial + First Three Letters of your Last Name)

T.LAX (cool. lol)

7)YOUR ICON ALIAS:

(Something Sweet + Any Liquid in Kitchen)

Sugar Cranberry (hmm?)

8)YOUR DETECTIVE ALIAS:

(Favorite Baby Animal + Where You Went to College)

Puppy Ateneo (Since I'm still in High School, i just placed my dream school ;p)

9)YOUR BARFLY ALIAS:

(Last Snack You Ate + Your Favorite Alcoholic Drink)

Salad Cali (I don't drink, so just Cali, ok? lol)

10)YOUR SOAP OPERA ALIAS:

(Middle Name + First Word you see on your Right)

Domantay Off (Gawdd! I really hate my Middle Name! eeer)

11)YOUR ROCK STAR ALIAS:

(Favorite Candy + Last Name Of Favorite Musician)

Potchi Laxamana (No fave musician. I hope to be one so, i placed my last name. haha)

*I didn't like most of the results. Nevermind. haha. For those who would like to take this to, take it! haha. ;p

Note: I think I would not anymore post my answers for your comments in the same box beacuse I'm adding up to the number. lol. I will answer the comments in your site/blog, plus I'll comment on your post too. But if I find the comment interesting, I would answer it in my next post. Next, sorry for the grammar, I'm not a good writer and I hate english. lol. But atleast I'm trying, right? Then, I think I couldn't post another entry for this week. I'm really busy preparing for a lot of stuffs. (Musical play, projects, and our class will celebrate St. Berchmans' feast day on Nov. 25-26) That's why I'm leaving you with a very long post here. hehe. lol. Keep the comments comming.. :D

SORRY FOR THE VERY LONG POST. I HOPE YOU'VE READ IT COMPLETELY SO YOU MAY UNDERSTAND THE WHOLE POINT. :)

Wide Heartish Smiles

2005-11-16T21:31:00.000+08:00

I'm super doooper happy! :D The reasons are listed below:

I'm already feeling well and went to school earlier.

Yipee! I miss my friends a lot, plus i miss him! hehe. :)

I've got new friends here.

Ate Kitty & Ate Rad - Pretty Pinays. New 'ATEs'. Really cool site! :)

Joanie-Ann - I'm so flattered with her tag (" I think you deserve your own domain. You're too good for this freeserver, lol." ) Oh my, thanks thanks thanks a lot! :D How i wish i really have the money to buy a domain. haha. I wanna own HEARTISH.COM !! haha. Oh, that will forever stay as a dream. lol.

Plus, I also have new linkies. ;)

I've won an award. My first ever. I'm soooooo happy! Really! Thanks to Jacelyn! :D :D

My Yummie Donna gave me a gift last night. Thanks yummie, love yah! ;p

God gave me a lot of reasons to be happy.

Oh! Thank you God Almighty for all this. :)

So, that's it. I'm really really happy! Omigosh. hehe. Thanks to all those who love me (duh? none i guess) . lol. Anyway, if someone does, well, I love you too!! :)

But I've got some bad news here. Oh no, ~~not really~~... no. not at all. But, nyaarrr! I really missed a lot of lessons even though I was absent just for two days. I will still have to take our ~~Geometry long test~~ and Literature quiz tomorrow though I wasn't able to hear the discussions. Aww, too bad. But still, I'm so happy! haha. lol. Sorry for being so weird. Gotta study now before I fail my quizzes. ;)

I'm sick

2005-11-12T20:54:00.000+08:00

I'm ill. I have fever and allergy since last night. I wasn't able to attend our musical play practice earlier and just stayed home, lying on the bed the whole time. My day's really boring and i feel so weak.

Yesterday, I was really happy. Why? Because I saw my baby once again. Oh no, not my ~~boyfriend or a special guy~~ in my life! hehe. Neither my ~~real baby~~. I'm too young for that, hello?! lol. Anyway, her name is Sarah. She's a grade 6 student and I consider her as my little sister (though she calls me mommy and I call her baby. hehe). Here's a background: I'm the eldest, the 'ate' in the family. I have one little brother and i wish I had a little sister. But I'm already contented, and I love my brother so much! :) So, back to the story about Sarah... She's been gone at school for four months because she has an illness that needs a lot of rest. And now, she's back, and I'm so happy! :D I hugged her so tight when we met at the school's field. But unfortunately, I wasn't able to spend quality time with her because of our mucial play practice. Stupid play! lol. Nevermind. Anyway, she'll stay here for good, there'll surely be a next time. :)

By the way, I've just added my answer page for the ask me section, which can be found at the locket part (sidebar). Go and visit it! For now, there are two questions there and i hope it will increase in number. hehe. You can ask me anything so what are you waiting for? Ask now! lol. (It would be better if you'll complete the form, thanks.)

Singled Out

2005-11-08T19:49:00.000+08:00

Ang daming gagawin. I'm really tired. Stressed out! errr. I'm so happy because I got a higher grade in ~~Geometry~~ than that I have expected (though not that high)! lol. I'm so happy, considering that I hate that subject. hehe.

And oh, btw, I've got nothing to blog, really. hehe. Someone just tagged me this one:

Copy and paste the questions to your site and answer them, then pick five people whom you wish to be Singled Out. Don't forget to tell them they've been Singled Out

1. You get one wish of anything, what would you ask for?
Happiness :)

2. What animal would you be?
Queen Ant (lol. kiddin. Duhh? you know.. yuck! haha) Uhm, a dog maybe, so that I can still be close with the people I love and care for. Accordingly, dogs are man's bestfriend. ;p

3. Something you want to do in your life:
Live my life to the fullest. How? I dunno! lol

4. One time there were these Ninjas...(finish the statement.)
and poof! ~they became koko crunch! ;p

5. One song you could listen to over and over again.
Weak by Jojo

6. Coke or Pepsi? Pepsi? (cheaper eh! may e-vat na! lol)

7. Something you currently desire: Digital Cam :(

What's a "mastoid"?(Take a guess no peeking in a Dictionary.)
A process... find it out yourself. lol

9. One good deed you've done lately:
Reminded my classmate who had been gone for days about requirements to be passed.. ?? hehe

10. A funny Moment in your life:
Couldn't think of one (ang dami kasi. lol. kiddin ;p)

This was passed to me by Lianne and to be passed to Carla, Lea, Sherica, Ivy and Ayeka..

:) **busy mode

Bye sembreak

2005-11-06T22:08:00.000+08:00

How sad, sembreak is almost over. :( Regular classes will start tomorrow! Oh well. That means that I wont be able to go online that much! :( Take a look at my schedule:

Mondays and Fridays = 7:00am-4:35pm
Tuesdays = 7:30am-4:35pm
Wednesdays and Thursdays = 7:30am-3:45pm
*take note: I usually go home at around 6:00pm

Hay, I really hate being a Junior High School Student! It's the busiest year in high school and I hate ~~Geometry~~ so much! Plus, we have practices for our musical play, I think everyday! Ohh gosh! What time will I go home!? 7!? 8?! 9?! Oh no, please!

Haha. Sorry for freaking out! Well, I just hate school so much, but I love going to school. Ironic. I think, you guys love going to school too right? To have fun w/ your own set of friends? But hates studying and making school works? If not, I'm so jealous with you! hehe. But don't you think that having high grades aren't really important? Basta't nag-eenjoy tayo pero dapat rin natututo. :)

Uhm, so... Keep in touch blog friends! :) Thanks a lot to you guys for making my sembreak a wonderful and memorable one. I met a lot of cool friends here in the net. You know who you are. Hope to keep you forever! :) I love you! mwahzZz... zZz.. <-- sleep na.. ;p Bye sembreak :(, hello ~~again~~ school! :)

Because of !x3?

2005-11-03T20:08:00.000+08:00

I'm bored. So, sulat na lang ako dito sa blog ko. hehe.

Natulog ako ng mga 6:30 ng umaga at nagising ng 7:30 am. Gosh! An hour of rest lang. Why? Insomia visited me again. Duh, kailan ba hindi? haha.

So ang ginawa ko, nag answer na lang ng comments sa post ko about my new laytie. Oh, before I'll forget, i wanna thank everyone who commented. I'm glad that you (some.. few?) liked my layout. :) Touched naman din ako sa mga naghelp sa akin about my ftp problem, you guys are really kind talaga. :) I hope link exchange tayo. hehe. Napa-isip tuloy ako if magpapahost pa ako or hindi. Yun nga lang, 'di ko alam kung kanino. Kung kay Ate Laine kasi, tingin ko tampo na siya sakin :( Sorry po talaga ate. Si Ate Sarah, nag offer kaso lang feeling ko talaga, 'di ako deserving na i-host. Baka mapahiya lang host ko. hehe. Si Ate Nicole naman, she was about to offer me hosting (according to her comment) pero, i don't know kung talagang nag ooffer siya. hehe. At isa pa, I'm planing to buy a domain. Weird ano? I wanna own heartish.com / .net ! waah! hehe. Btw, nag email-chat pala kame ni Ate Nicole using gmail, ang saya pala nun. First time ko. lol. Nagbiro pa nga ako sakanya na if ever ihohost niya ako, my url will be: not.antukin.org . lol.

That's it, natulog ako then nagising after an hour. Me and my classmates have a musical play practice kasi. Asar talaga, ang aga! lol. Kaya ayun, nagkantahan at sayawan lang kame dun, plus acting rin ;p Grabe, kahit sembreak, babad pa rin sa pag asikaso sa school stuffs! errr. Anyway, okay lang yun, ang saya rin kasi ng araw ko. ;) Nakasama ko special person(s) sa buhay ko. :p ( *?x3!* )<-- secret! lol.

Btw, you still can comment about the layout, kasi I really wanna know what you think about it. :) Sorry for the long post. hehe.

++"heartishly asking" answers++

Name: ava

Message: pwede po pagawa ng layout and ano po ym mo po? im a gal.. 9 yrs old.. :-D

My answer: gawa layout? kakatuwa naman :) Pero honestly, I'm not good at that eh. It's my 2nd time pa lang to do a layout. Why not try blogskins ? Dun ako kumukuha noon, ang gaganda, promise! :D

Hiatus is now over

2005-10-30T20:21:00.000+08:00

It's been two weeks since I last posted! I've been very busy doing school stuffs and preparing for the exams. Anyway, sembreak will begin after all those. Periodical exams finished last Wednesday and an advance haloween party was celebrated during that night in school. It was a lot of fun fun fun! Really! lol. So, now, it's already our sembreak! Yuhoo! :) Unfortunately, we will have to practice this week for our musical play. errr.

Obviously, I have a new layout! This is my second original layout. Yeah, I did this... the bg image, header bg, some coding (i got ideas from different sites), plus the gif image. It's my first time to do a gif, grabe, saya ko! lol. I'm quite contented with this, so I think I will use this for good. Tinatamad na rin ako gumawa ng bago, buhos na buhos na lahat ng ideas ko dito, wala na laman utak ko! lol. Uhm, 'di na ata tutuloy pag lipat ko kay Ate Laine. ='( Sobrang nahihirapan pa ako gumamit ng ftp, wala kasing makakaturo ='( Gustong gusto ko pa naman, kaso lang I don't want Ate Laine to wait for me learn those stuffs, nakakahiya na talaga. Siguro, next time na lang ='( Sorry Ate Laine! huhu. I love you Ate ganda!

Btw, may gift sakin c Carla, ngayon ko lang na post. Thanks sis! Love yah! :)

So, that's it! Please comment on my new layout... I wanna know what you think about it.. Please! :D

Concerts

2005-10-15T12:48:00.000+08:00

Masyado na talagang malaki ang size ng images sa celphone ko. Asar talaga, ~~nawala USB~~! :'( Mom ko kasi, ginalaw niya gamit ko. 'Di ko naman siya masisisi, magulo kasi talaga gamit ko! lol. Pero kahit na, imagine, i have to keep more than a hundred photos in my cel hanggang mahanap ko ung USB na yun! I can't delete them naman, pictures yun ng Hale and Cueshe nung concert nila last Tuesday dito sa city namin!

About the concert nga pala. Omg! I love Ruben of Cueshe na more than Champ of Hale! I used to love Champ kasi. But then na turn off ako kasi nakatalikod siya habang nagpeperform most of the time. Like duhhh? ~we want to see your face kaya?? lol. Si Ruben naman, nung sumigaw ako ng "iLoveYouRuben!", akalain ko ba naman, nag i love you too siya! lol. Nasa 7th row lang kasi kame nakaupo kaya narinig niya. Ang saya ko, kahit na hindi niya alam na ako yung sumigaw, ok na ako. lol. May nagyari nga lang sa akin sa concert na nakakainis, nakakagalit, at nakakadiri! Someone kissed me in my head (sa may hair) na guy~ stranger! As in sinadya niya with the matching "mwaaah!" sound effect!. err... Anyway, back to the topic. Pero mas masaya pa rin ang Southborder concert more than ever, even though years ago na yun, I still love that concert so much. Nagdisco kasi kame dun at nahawakan ko pa si Vince at Duncan. lol. Yung sa MYMP last Sept. 23, masyadong formal at yung kay Paolo Santos last Sept 27, ayoko ng venue, sa school lang namin! lol. arte ko ba naman.

Ayun, ang haba ng entry ko ngayon! Medyo matagal na kasi ako di nakapag blog. Miss ko na mag post! lol. Btw, ihohost ako ni Ate Laine! Yey! Ang saya! Kaso lang medyo 'di pa ako marunong gumamit ng ftp and stuffs like that. lol. Baet talaga ni Ate Laine! Kaya love ko talaga siya! hehe.

New Layout

2005-10-09T20:50:00.000+08:00

The past week was so great!. It's just so sad that I wasn't able to tell you the the details 'yet'. Yes, yet!. 'Cause I'm planing to share with you those fun memories,. It's just that Im so busy,. Hinatyin niyo na lang in my next posts to come,. I'll also try to show you some pictures! =)

So for know, I have my new layout!. Yey!. I did this layout, believe it or not medyo marunong na rin ako! hehe,. This is my first time to do a layout and I feel so happy!. lol. pasensya na, first time ko eh! hehe,.

What do you think of my new layout? =)

Black Butterfly

2005-10-03T20:08:00.000+08:00

Do you believe in superstitious beliefs?. Like, a black butterfly brings bad luck?. Oh yeah!. That's it!. I don't believe in superstitious beliefs but then, to see is to believe!.

It was almost lunchtime when a black butterfly flew in our classroom,. Late ata dumating ang butterfly, kasi bago pa siya dumating, may malas na sa aming mga Berx,. (Berx ~ me and my classmates,. We belong to the III-St. Berchmans class kaya Berx,.)

First of all, second place lang ang class namin sa reading corner and wall newspaper contests!. I can't believe it!. We expected to win first!. Grabe ang pagod at hirap naming dun!. Kung nakita niyo lang, ganda siya in fairness! Hehe,. Well, anyway, what can we do?!. ~submit a letter to the principal stating blah blah blah! Lol,. Yeah, really, we will, tomorrow! ;p Isa pa, may mga nag away na classmates namin today, naah!. Peace dapat tayo lahat!. ;) Then, some of my classmates were accused of cheating dahil lang pareho ang assignment!. Eh diba, pag assignment, we have to share ideas?. 'Di naman yun cheating eh!. Maybe, kinda cheating nga, but not punishable by suspension! Sobra naman yun!. Hmmph!. Grabe talaga!. It seems that the teachers have their eyes on us all the time,. Lagi kame binabantayan, "First section kayo, there will really be a lot of expectations" ~ yan na lang lagi ang aming nakukuhang paliwanag!. ~~Ayoko na mapabilang sa honors class~~, lagi na lang pressured!. Pagod na ako!. I wanna enjoy my high school life,.

I just hope that Ms. Black Butterfly will make no more visit in our classroom tomorrow!.

Question for this post: Do you consider sharing of ideas cheating?. =\

Ambigram

2005-10-02T19:32:00.000+08:00

Hey!. Take a look at the pic on the left,. Do you know what it is? ~that's an Ambigram!. lol. It's a gift from Kuya Dada,. I just edited it a bit to make it much more pinkylicious,. lol. Thanks kuya! ;p

At first, I didn't know the meaning of Ambigram,. Sabi ni kuya, ang Ambigram daw ay letters na kung baliktarin mo, pareho pa rin ang pagkakabasa,. Try to scrutinize it,. The texts are letters from my name "T-R-I-S-H-A" ,. Can you see them?. Then, if you try to rotate the picture 180 degrees, you will still be able see and read the same letters,. Did you get it?. Well, It took me a little while to distinguish how it works,. It's really cool! I love it so much! hehe,.

Wala lang, sobrang nakakatuwa!. hehe,. I love gifts so much!. lol. So if ever you want to give me gifts, don't hesitate, and I'll publish your gifts here in my blog,. hehe,. Ang cool!. Isn't it?. :)

Three Happy Days

2005-09-29T22:46:00.000+08:00

It's been days since my last post!. Pero grabe, ang saya talaga ng tatlong araw na 'yun!.

Ang saya ng araw ko!. Whole day kame nasa school gym, nagpresent kame ng chemistry magics namin,. It was a lot of fun even though it was really warm inside the gym!. Nakakuha rin ako ng pictures ng crushes ng friends ko, napasaya ko naman sila, kaya I'm also very glad!. hehe,. Assignment free day nanaman today! Yipee! ;p

September 28, 2005

Nothing really significant,. Nagulat lang talaga ako ngayong gabi dahil i-add ko sana si Nick sa friendster ko kasi sabi niya add ko siya,. 'Di ko inakala, friends na kame sa friendster noon pa! haha,. Ayun nga, wala namang masyadong nangyari, but I'm happy 'cause we've got no homeworks to do! Bye stress! ;p

September 27, 2005

May new classmate kame named Rodney R. Ong, a.k.a. Nick,. He came from U.K. , but he's a Filipino,. It's really weird 'cause his nick name is far related from his real name and he prefers speaking in chavacano (our city's language) than in english!. Pero okay man siya at kami'y nagkakasundo kahit na tahimik pa lang siya ngayon!. hehe,. Anyway, ang saya talaga ng araw, yey!. Lam niyo bakit? Dahil... Nagkabati na ang friends ko!. I'm really happy that bati na sila dahil kompleto na ulet kame!. I love you Apat-e guys (Ivy, Dwayne & Joan) ! ;) *btw, "Apat-e" is our so-called group name,. It derived from the group "Anim-e"!. Crush kasi talaga namin sila! haha,. *

*HAPPY BIRTHDAY AUDREY! (my classmate) =) *

note: *By the way, I've decided that I won't post an entry daily,. hehe,. Tinatamad na kasi!. hehe,. No, not really,. Kaya lang minsan, wala na ako masabi! haha,. Kaya ayun,. But still, I'll still remain as an active blogista! lol,.*

Survey: I am...

2005-09-26T19:55:00.000+08:00

Ang aga ng post ko ngayon uh? hehe,. Kakapagod talaga!. Hanggang 7:00pm ako uuwi everday this week dahil sa practice namin sa choral sa filipino,. Okay lang naman ang araw ko,. Halos 'di ko namalayan na malapit na pala itong matapos,. =) Nagbonding ulit kame ni Dwayne,. Hoy Dwayne, wag mo kame iwan ah? Wag mo ako iwan! Tara, magpakatatag ka,. Andito lang ako palagi para sa inyo,. 'Di niyo man maramdaman, basta wag niyong kalimutan mahal na mahal ko kayo! =)

...

I was Tagged by IVY. I need to write down 20 random things about myself and tag as many people as the number of minutes I took to finish this.

note: sorry 10 lng maisip ko.. lol

time started: 7:45pm

I:

1. am a pink addict (obviously!)
2. am an inet freak (can't you see???)
3. am the friendliest girl in class (lol)
4. love to talk and text (but I'm a Sun and Globe User! haha ;p)
5. love to sing so much! (weee!)
6. am a nocturnal and insomiac person (natutulog pa ba ako? hehe)
7. am a certified blue blooded Atenean (since kindergarden!)
8. love hearts very very much! (hEaRt`pRiNcEss)
9. am a certified selosa (asar talaga! hehe)
10. hate fakers, haters & backstabbers (don't mess w/ me ;p)

time ended: 7:55pm

Passing to: DONNA TARA JASPER

Yellow Submarine

2005-09-25T22:35:00.000+08:00

Ang bilis ng panahon, 25 na naman,. Dalawang taon na sana kame,. Ngunit, hanggang sana na lang un,. hehe,. Its time for the both of us to move on and live our own lives in separate ways,. Believe me, I'm already very happy and contented right now! =)

Grabe kakapagod talaga ang araw na ito,. I joined YASS (Young Ateneans Science Society) just this year and we've had our orientation just earlier,. It was such a lot of fun playing amazing race with my groupmates, Ivy (my bes) and Jetto (a freshman student),. The color yellow was assigned to our group, which made us call ourselves, "the yellow submarine"!. Lol,.

I'm really exhausted,. Go Yellow Submarine! ;p

Stupid Story

2005-09-24T23:57:00.000+08:00

Formula:

Protagonist:

Mind + Hand + Eyes + Nose + Face + Mouth
+ Ears + Heart + Feet + Lips + Voice

is equals to: ISHA (Me?? Huh?? Yeah, I better stop denying!)

Antagonist:

This Feeling a.k.a.: It

Summary:

Mind is not familiar of This Feeling, a.k.a. It,. Hand just met It earlier when Eyes saw you with her,. Nose smells something fishy,. Face became so conscious of how she looks,. Mouth began to brag about It,. Ears didn't want Heart to know what Mouth is talking about,. Lips bit herself to prevent Voice from shouting It out loud,. But unfortunately, Heart still heard about It,. Yes, Heart got hurt and Feet didn't want to walk anymore,. ='(

Conclusion:

Isn't it the story is so weird? Yeah, I know it is!. Do you have any idea of who This Feeling is?. Well, who else??? ~but, JEALOUSY! (but I'm that sure.. hehe ;p)

Realization:

Oh yeah!. I take jealousy as a positive sign for now,. Dahil nagseselos ako, ibig sabihin, I care about him!. I love him??? Uhm, what-a-realization!. ;p

*HAPPY BIRTHDAY GIXIE ADRIAN D. LAXAMANA (my bro. lol)!*

Why?

2005-09-22T23:36:00.000+08:00

"I was waiting for lonelines to bid goodbye,.

I was expecting for a rainbow after this cry,.

I want you to answer this lie,.

Do this friendship really have to die?"

Things are still the same,. Why?. Help me,. Answer me,. Why??. ='(

My Soul, Mind, And Heart

2005-09-21T23:23:00.000+08:00

My soul is torn and is longing for your presence,.

My mind is puzzled and it can only think nothing except you,.

My heart is wrecked and it is only you who can do the repair,.

I miss you,. I miss how we used to be,.

How I wish this pain would heal 'cause I'm bursting here with tears,.

This is how ghastly i feel today,. I just can't put the precise events in to the picture because it might destroy its art,.

I'm just so hurt and the cut is deep,. My soul is torn, my mind is puzzled, and my heart is wrecked,. I just can't explain the wounds I have,. It seems so shallow but it bleeds tremendously,. Can somebody help me know, when will these tears run dry?. ='(

(*note: The content of this entry is not for a special someone (guy) ,. This is for my friends,.)

Rain, Rain, Go Away!

2005-09-20T23:12:00.000+08:00

I didn't expect that the cry of the sky would be the one to wake me up this morning,. The roar of the thunder shocked me as I looked out by the window and saw the dark sky,. Iilang sandali na lang sisikat na ang araw, ngunit..... umulan!. It was really cold and I still feel so sleepy,. I was not feeling well, Mr. Colds and Mr. Cough had a surprise visit just this morning,. I didn't want them to come!. haha,.

In general, my day was bad,. My morning was absolutely b-o-r-i-n-g!. During lunch time, as usual, kasama ko na naman si Jasper, pati na rin ang bestfriend kong si Kristal na kasama si Popol (uyy! hehe),. I was invited to Patricia's bday party @ Mcdo,. I was in Mcdo (kasi dun kame lagi kumakain) but i didn't join the party due to some reasons (secret! lol),. I just gave her my gift, which is a globe sim card (promise ko kasi sa kanya) and a letter,. Happy 13th Birthday Pooch Pat! ;p After lunch, it rained hard again and i got wet!. Asar talaga,. Walang pinagkaiba ang aking hapon sa boring kong umaga, until... our Prac Arts class,. Guess what? ~ I cried!. Kasi medyo mali ang gawa ko, pero pinaghirapan ko un kagabi tapos sabi ng sir namin, wala raw akong grade for this day (he said it jokingly),. Nagkataon lang siguro na bad trip ako,. But I dicovered that our teacher gave me a high grade in my conduct, kaya nilapitan ko siya and just asked him to help me with my work,. (sip sip!? haha) ,.

Sorry, today is such a bad and boring day for me,. I just hope that tomorrow, the bright sun will shine again,. Rain, rain, go away, do not come even in another day,. ;(

Chapter 2

2005-09-19T23:56:00.000+08:00

Today is such a very busy day!. Im so stressed out,. I have lots of tasks to do for school this evening,. But my morning was good (absolutely after the assembly kasi late ako like by 10 seconds?!. asar! hmmph!. hehe),. We just watched a film about the Philippine's national hero, Dr. Jose P. Rizal,. My seatmates were Jb and my bes Ivy,. It was really fun!. My favorite line from the film is "What a foul stench, I can't stand it!" haha,. There was a scene there where Rizal's cousin(who is also his lover, gosh! ;p), asked him to recite a poem for her and they ended up kissing!. So me and my classmates began joking "nagtulaan na kau?!",. (gets?.) haha,. And by the way, before I forget, we changed rooms with the section of my crush (not a serious one, ok?! ;p) and I saw him hugging our curtains, that's why me and my classmate Dwayne hugged the curtains too! haha,. what-an-obsession! lol,.

During the afternoon, I had a great bonding with Dwayne,. We had one on one talk about our problems and other interesting things during the two periods of our science time,. It was some kinda cutting classes because our teacher gave us tasks to do (but we've done them already) , but we still went to the kiosk and talked, yikes! haha,. When we saw our teacher, we began to run to the direction where she will not be able to see us!. haha,. Paxawaii talaga kahit kailan! hehe,.

When we reached our classroom and while talking with Dwayne, Tara gave me a short story to read,. "Basahin mo ang Chapter 2", sabi niya,. I read it together with Dwayne,. Nagulat ako nung nakita ko na "7th of July .... she was celebrating her bday",. (parang ganon, but not exactly) Napaisip ako, "hmm, bday ko to uh? pareho kame bday,." The chapter was about Toni texting a popular girl named Therese Louss (I'm not sure of the name) on her bday,. Sabi ko "Tara, what's the point or msg of the story?" Sabi niya, tignan ko daw ang initials, 'di ko raw ba ma-gets?. "Ah!. Ako ba ito Therese Louss = Trisha Laxamana?", ako'y muling napaisip,. Si Tara pala ang nagsulat at, oo, ako nga si Therese!. Pero hindi naman ako popular eh, talagang ako ba yun?. hehe,. She just exaggerated it a bit,. But that's not my point, I don't care if I'm popular or not,. I'm just really flattered and glad that I'm part of the story (hehe), and in that story, Tara looks up to me,. 'Di pa kasi kame magkakilala that time, 1st yr high school pa lang kame nung nangyari ung story,. Parang, wow, someone knows me and despite all these insecurities i have, someone still looks up to me!. Touched ako,. hehe,. Pero you know what, I'm so happy that right now, Tara is one of my bestest, closest and most trusted friends i have,. My true friends are really special in my life, oh God, thanks for giving them to me! =)

I'm Back!

2005-09-18T23:49:00.000+08:00

Wow!. Ilang months ako nawala dito?!. But now I'm back!. ;) What can you guys say about my layout?. Isn't it really cool?. haha,. Di ako nagyayabang, I'm just proud of my friend who did this for me,. Walang iba kundi si yummie DONNA ko,. Idol ko talaga siya, ang galing niya mag layout!. Applause naman jan!. (clap.. clap.. clap..) hehe,.

Lapit na matapos ang araw na ito, pilit kong hinahabol ang entry na ito bago mag 12,. hehe,. Sabagay, I still can't sleep!. 1pm something na kasi ako nagising because i slept past 4 na. Isa pa, busog pa ako kahit papaano,. Me and my family went to Greenwich for dinner today,. I ate 4 and a half slice of mozzarella pizza plus a cup of buko pandan flavored Pearl Coolers. Wooh!. Isn't it too heavy?!. haha,. I love pizzas kasi so much!. ;p

Okay, time for me to shut down the computer and let it rest,. haha,. I have to sleep already because i have to wake up early tomorrow because we have an assembly at 7:15am,. Asar talaga!. I bet late na naman ako,. haha,. ;) Thanks again yummie Donna!. I love you!. :)

note: Berx, Berchmans (my clasmates) !. Look at the time, 11:49pm!. haha,. Isn't it cool?. haha,.

uNdeR c0nsTructi0n

2005-04-03T02:01:00.000+08:00

Hey! This is my 2nd blog site (1st blog site is www.isha.tk).. If y0ur w0ndering why i made an0ther one, it's because I wanna separate my articles from my so called "diary".. But don't expect too much secrets here, uhuh?! hehe..

In this blog site, I wanna share what's happening with my life (even if it's some kinda borin' haha).. I als0 wanna make this blog c0mf0rtable f0r me, which means NO RULES in writing! haha.. If i wanna use 'd sh0rtcut ways, then I'll d0.. and n0 stick-t0-one language.. Kung gusto k0 mag tagalog, okay lang.. hehe..

Nweiz, this site is still under construction.. LoLx! 'tiL next p0st, buHbyE..

*:*:*heartishly_isha*:*:*